I may not be up to everyone's expectations, but I would only need to account to myself. I'm not a perfectionist and wouldn't want to perfect it because I believe no one is perfect. Songs are essential to my life and singing to myself doesn't means I'm autistic. I live my life in the happy-go-lucky theory.
I live with what god gives me and what he takes away. What's meant to be will be, thus I get contented easily. Though fell rock bottom before but has climbed back to shore and turned over a new leaf. Everyone has a past and I had mine. But I believe in chances, if I don't give myself a chance who will? And I believe everyone is good/kind by nature.